embassy clubbin’

october 27, 2007 (saturday) 

and so the hotties took over the city again..

this time with two additional hotties visiting us — fellow hotties in the city..

yep! deejay has finally graced us with her presence after a long long time.. and we finally got to meet ate aileen's sister from cebu– kat! with bax back in nagaland, one hottie short, nevertheless we all had loads of fun!

embassy club isn't really feet and legs friendly since there seem to be a shortage of sitting area.. oh well.. people do come there to partey and to dance.. not exactly lounge.. there's always a first time right?! haha!! drinks were good too!! although we had to gulp down our drinks quickly because of the liquor ban imposed in preparation for the upcoming barangay elections.. bummer!!

oh well, we didn't let that hinder us from having a fun time with everyone! we got to see some old classmates and friends as well.. who would have thought we'd bump into them at embassy?! of all places!! oh my!! it's a rather small world don't you think?! 

i'm glad that deej and kat had a great time with us! til next time girls!! **hugs!!**

her errness is here

yup! deejay finally graced us with her presence.. yippee! we were all excited! we were supposed to hit the club on a friday night but we finally decided to have a drinking session instead at the condo! courtesy of raphii! thanks raphii!! deej arrived at around 11pm i think and we went straight down to the chika part! haha!

with us were our two new buddies: ms. artic vodka & peach and the ever popular ms. margarita king! yup! drinking session and chikahan moments til the wee hours of the morning.. we adjourned at around 3:30am.. love it!

so now.. ariane and deej are still dozing off in dreamland.. we'll hit greenhills later and hit the clubs tonight! par-tey!! wooohooo!!!  

spa moment

so i've been feeling bummed out.. pressured.. even stressed for that matter for the whole week.. i swear it felt like i aged 10 more years in a matter of three days!

so ariane invited me to go to bizzie lizzie, a spa situated a few buildings away from our condo.. it'll be her treat since she's getting a pedicure.. i had a foot spa! yey! it's really relaxing! i loved it! made me forget the pressure and stress i was feeling for the entire week..

thanks ariane!! next time is on me!! 

hell week

yes.. it's a freakin' hell week.. i've been sent off to tarlac this monday (oct 22) just to oversee things since it will be handled by a new coordinator, wait, make that two coordinators.. simple job right?

well it turned out, it wasn't.. it was freakin hell since day 1! people overwhelmed me with a lot of concerns which isn't really that big of a problem.. of course, i gave out, even suggested counter measures as solutions to the "concern/ problem".. but noooo.. it has to be done their way.. hell! i can be stubborn but not that kind of stubborn! and to think they're older than me! duh?! they'd always insist to have it their way even if it isn't possible! the more i argue with them, the more it gets worse.. so what do i have to do? and they're all blaming me for it! like duh?! reality check guys?! don't you think that your mere stupidity is the problem?! and to think you're older than me! give me a break!!

and it doesn't help that my own supervisor is suspicious that i was to blame.. although she didn't say it outright, it was implied.. yeah.. blame it all on me! i'm responsible for everything that has happened! i even killed lapulapu for crying out loud!! duh?! <sarcasm taking over>

is it my fault that i work with people whose got a lot of concerns? whose so stubborn that you could have wished you're debating with a five year old kid? 

yep.. a glimpse of the life i'm living.. it isn't always a bed of roses guys! it gets worse.. 

i had to stay there for two days.. as i was about ready to leave, another bomb dropped in on me.. i can't leave unless everything is settled! fuckin shit! i screamed! i cursed every word known to man! i ranted! i swear, my roommate could have been deaf at that moment.. why? you may ask why i'm ranting.. it's because i didn't bring extra clothes..  and the fact that the people i'm working with are so difficult to get along with.. and their fuckin concerns! i hate it! i've gone mental for a few seconds there.. but i could care less..

i had to stay for another day.. so i thought things will be sorted out.. but i was wrong.. it was all the same thing.. same concerns.. stupid i know! they like blowing things out of proportions!

so there you go.. i don't wanna go back there again.. ever!! they'd have to kill me first!!

i thought i knew… but i had no idea…

i thought i would not hear from her ever, contrary to what she had said in her post that it will be her first and last… i shall quote her on that one: "yah right"… if i was the bitch i was it would have been easy for me to chew her head off and retaliate in a manner that i myself can't control, wage war against her would have been a feisty blood bath… that would have been fun to watch… it will be nasty, gruesome, gory if i may add… i will for sure love such an idea… but, i'm not that person anymore.

enough is enough… it's amazing how people could change 360 degrees in just a short span of time… how their experiences or rather wretched experiences turn them into savage beasts that they are… how they like to gnaw and chew off other people's misery… how they like to project that they like where they are now even if it meant hurting other people… how they love to say that they're happy even if they're not… who the hell are they kidding?! who cares right?!

well, for one, i do care… but i shall not surround myself with people who feed off in making other people's lives hell… reality check, it's hell already so don't you think rubbing it in ain't such a good idea? i shall not surround myself with people that takes pleasure in making other people cringe at their presence…

truth be told, i have grown… i have had good or bad experiences and it did define me for the person i am today but i won't be stooping to such a low level… that ain't me at all… she still does wanna fight with me, have another brawl… a word war if you can call it that…

too bad, i won't give in to such a remarkably low and stupid invitation… she told me once to grow up, i guess she should be telling herself the same thing…

honestly, i am sick and tired of this whole thing… it all seemed like a joke or rather a prank… i hate how everything has turned out and how other people's lives are affected… i hate it… i really thought it was still worth saving but having read what she just posted… it has SARCASM painted all over it… yes, we were friends and i'd like to think that we still are but this is where i draw the line… she has called me a lot of things that i'm not and it may take me a while to forgive her but sadly, i won't be able to forget it…

i'd like to wish that she goes to hell for all i care, but no… i'm not gonna do that… i got class and i'd like to think that i've matured over the years… instead, i'd wish her luck in her life, and may she find her true happiness..

and as for me, i'll go on my own way… maybe, it's best this way…