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lost in my head

June 29, 2008

my mind still floats in mid air, i guess sleep deprivation is taking its toll on my body and my brain. adjustment phase will commence this coming monday. i will finally and officially start working in makati. i wish myself the best of luck! may i endure each and every obstacle i will face in the work place.

lack of sleep will slowly kill me, i know it. it leads to weight loss and other health-related matters. and then there’s the inclination to bum around the house on weekends whenever there’s no work, thus making myself anti-social. there are some days that i can’t even will myself to go out or hang-out with friends. i would rather spend it with myself - me and my alone time. i long for those days that i wouldn’t worry about anything else, that i don’t have to think what i would do next, that there’s no need for me to do well in something… simply put, doing nothing… let my mind roam free… i don’t get to do that anymore.

there are a lot of things i want to do, sometimes i just want to get away from it all… even for just a short while. when was the last time that i felt really relaxed and without a care in the world? i can barely remember. sometimes i just want to sleep for days, to give my mind and body the ample time to recharge and function in an absolutely normal state. but nowadays, that is close to impossible.

presently, relaxation for me would come in different forms: sleep takes the top slot. next to that would be eating, sound tripping, blogging, reading a good book and watching tv series online (GOSSIP GIRL, ELI STONE, PUSHING DAISIES) and also watching movies online since i don’t have budget for it most of the time (watching movies cost a lot, and i’d rather spend it on food, independent living has it perks).

sometimes i wish i’m a kid again… that way, i don’t have to worry about anything at all. someone else does that for me… won’t that be great?

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to do:

recite work mantra:

I don’t feel any pressure right now..

Posted by Joys at June 29, 2008, 8:13 am

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