i discerned…

a month-long hiatus isn’t really enough to wallow in silence and assess how my life has been going for the passed years… i think i would need a year or so to do that… my last post was about how confused i was… but i decided to take the risk… i decided to go with PAL! although i know i still have to pass the medical exam from which i failed two years ago…

still, i went with PAL… third time’s a charm, right? i certainly hope so…

why did i choose PAL? well, for one, i want to work for PAL because of its benefits and of course career-growth. now why do i feel like i’m in an interview again? haha! seriously, it is because of the benefits and the career growth. at this point in my life, i have to know what i really want and where i see myself growing old with (career-wise of course!). and believe me, i am not getting any younger and i think it is about time that i go for the one that i really want and i know where i’ll be happy… does it make any sense at all? well, to me it does.

so i lived a bum’s life for the month of march, i resigned from my job and i couldn’t be any happier! it was a relief! but with that, there was boredom! yup! it is a bit boring just staying at home and just lounge infront of the television, watching reruns and sipping my fave juice drink! yup! why the hell am i complaining? haha! i am just not a fan of idle moments and unproductive activities… good thing we were moving to a new and bigger unit at that time so i kept myself preoccupied with that. 

i also subjected myself for PAL’s medical exam, and continuously prayed that i pass the exam. just waiting for the result kills me! who would not be? results don’t come out til a month after… pretty long right? patience is indeed a virtue! so i lived a bum’s life… nothing out of the ordinary happened while i was a bum… bummer!