hellish november

Finally! The month of November is nearly coming to an end. It has been hell I tell you! My life is such a bore that I’d rather be somewhere else! Monday syndrome is kicking in so damn hard! I’d love to wish that it is Friday already! I’m looking forward to weekends! These are actually my favorite days of the week for this whole freaking month! I never really expected that I’d be experiencing Halloween for the whole month, more like a nightmare! So that’s why I don’t even feel to be a bit festive for the coming month – the holidays! I know I should be feeling a bit excited – the season of giving, of gifts, of merry-making, of being with the family and people you love… but no… I’m not really feeling it…

When I’m at work, I’d rather be at home… job hunting! Yup! You read it right… I have finally had enough with the work I have! Just like in the movie, The Devil Wears Prada, most people would think that the job I have is really something. Like people would kill for this job, I’d like to think so before, but now… I would die if I don’t leave soon.

I have had better days, but this has been the worst! AAArrgghhhh!!! I am done! I would no longer submit myself to discrimination and other stuff like that! I know I am one of the youngest employees but I still need to be respected. Some may not take me seriously because I’m too young, what the ****?! What is age?! It’s just a number right?! It doesn’t actually define who you are! My opinion or what I know is as important as yours!!! As far as I know, this is a collective effort! Employees need to work hand in hand towards progress. Unfortunately, I don’ t see that now.  I have lost interest. They don’t really need me here and if they fire me today, I’d tell them “You can’t fire me, coz I quit!”… yeah, like a line in a movie… I am not going to stay in a place that doesn’t take me seriously, that all they see are other people’s mistakes, that they are above everyone else.

Sheesh… grow up people! This isn’t grade school or junior high! You should be leading good examples for us, for the younger generation! Good thing I didn’t choose to emulate their actions.

Office politics is really something! People would go great lengths just to be on top! Oh well, that’s just my opinion. They can do anything they want. After all, it is their life. I just wish they wouldn’t mess up mine! Rarr!!!