spa moment

so i've been feeling bummed out.. pressured.. even stressed for that matter for the whole week.. i swear it felt like i aged 10 more years in a matter of three days!

so ariane invited me to go to bizzie lizzie, a spa situated a few buildings away from our condo.. it'll be her treat since she's getting a pedicure.. i had a foot spa! yey! it's really relaxing! i loved it! made me forget the pressure and stress i was feeling for the entire week..

thanks ariane!! next time is on me!! 

hell week

yes.. it's a freakin' hell week.. i've been sent off to tarlac this monday (oct 22) just to oversee things since it will be handled by a new coordinator, wait, make that two coordinators.. simple job right?

well it turned out, it wasn't.. it was freakin hell since day 1! people overwhelmed me with a lot of concerns which isn't really that big of a problem.. of course, i gave out, even suggested counter measures as solutions to the "concern/ problem".. but noooo.. it has to be done their way.. hell! i can be stubborn but not that kind of stubborn! and to think they're older than me! duh?! they'd always insist to have it their way even if it isn't possible! the more i argue with them, the more it gets worse.. so what do i have to do? and they're all blaming me for it! like duh?! reality check guys?! don't you think that your mere stupidity is the problem?! and to think you're older than me! give me a break!!

and it doesn't help that my own supervisor is suspicious that i was to blame.. although she didn't say it outright, it was implied.. yeah.. blame it all on me! i'm responsible for everything that has happened! i even killed lapulapu for crying out loud!! duh?! <sarcasm taking over>

is it my fault that i work with people whose got a lot of concerns? whose so stubborn that you could have wished you're debating with a five year old kid? 

yep.. a glimpse of the life i'm living.. it isn't always a bed of roses guys! it gets worse.. 

i had to stay there for two days.. as i was about ready to leave, another bomb dropped in on me.. i can't leave unless everything is settled! fuckin shit! i screamed! i cursed every word known to man! i ranted! i swear, my roommate could have been deaf at that moment.. why? you may ask why i'm ranting.. it's because i didn't bring extra clothes..  and the fact that the people i'm working with are so difficult to get along with.. and their fuckin concerns! i hate it! i've gone mental for a few seconds there.. but i could care less..

i had to stay for another day.. so i thought things will be sorted out.. but i was wrong.. it was all the same thing.. same concerns.. stupid i know! they like blowing things out of proportions!

so there you go.. i don't wanna go back there again.. ever!! they'd have to kill me first!!